Monday, July 04, 2005

hais really v sad. if only u were more sensitive.. hais. i wan more attention.. care.. hai. i miss e old times. when we cud talk on fone for long hrs n nv run out of topics.. now.. wana talk on fone oso diff.. meet oso diff.. msg even more diff. hais. v hurt. v neglected. y muz things bcum lidat.. i wna remain happy tgtr.. i wana remain num 1.. i wana b rite on top.. i wana b e most impt.. i wana b l.v.d e most. hais. too bad. u oso wun c tis. so wads e pt of writin. hais. i really miss e earlier days. wen we were much happpier tgtr. can it really last..?

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 1:45 PM

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

hais feeling so lost now. in total shock. i tot it wud b never ending.. now.. it might not b true. hais. i really duno wad to do. it doesnt seem 2b enuf. hais. im so scared i'l b lke her. losin n nv havin it back agn. im so scared. really v scared. how m i goin to survive if tat really happens. hais. kp cryin after knowin tat. but * din noe. din sense anytink. hais. im so scared tat i wud b e one causing myself e unhappiness. * now say wun leave.. but in future, if * really feels tat * has no freedom, * wil stil leave.. hais. duno la. v confused. v scared. stil in shock. cant believe wad a failure i m. i really cant lose *.. i really cant.. hais im scared.. really v scared..

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 10:25 PM

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

hais. kinda hurts wen i was told to leave * alone.. i mean.. i noe i cant relate to wad * was feeling.. n * really needed time to b alone.. to tink abt e past.. i urdstd.. but it juz hurts i guess.. hais. my <3 aches for *.. how i wish i cud take away all e pain * is feeling.. hais.

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 11:27 PM

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 9:20 PM

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Monday, January 31, 2005

wth. i hate her. YUCKS!! so disgustin. wad a bitch. hope she rots in hell. ARGH!! cant stand her. WTH. do i really hav to msg her in frenster. fucker. im pissed. she tink i transparent wan isit. or she juz bu ba wo fang zai yen li. bitch. attached le stil lidat. wth. FLIRT. BITCH.



I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




stupid bitch. duno wads e meanin of taken. ARGH!!!!

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 5:40 PM

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ha juz now agst evergreen. 1st set we kp tiu fen. after tat 2nd set. woo hoo~ thrash game. hahaha. n wads best abt tat was tat i served alot!! ha. i rmbr time out was at 14-7. we leadin. b4 timeout i was serving le. after tat served til 24-7. hahaha. so proud of myself. althou is not my servin zai but is they not v gd. ha. but im stil hapie. i v bao wo!! lol. yea. ha. todae chiu gan stil not too bad. ha. hmm. tml agst amk. we're gona win!! yea. we're gona b v bao wo. definitely.


b girls jiayou~! we're gona b in top 4.

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 5:34 PM

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wth. i hate her. YUCKS!! so disgustin. wad a bitch. hope she rots in hell. ARGH!! cant stand her. WTH. do i really hav to msg her in frenster. fucker. im pissed. she tink i transparent wan isit. or she juz bu ba wo fang zai yen li. bitch. attached le stil lidat. wth. FLIRT. BITCH.



I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




stupid bitch. duno wads e meanin of taken. ARGH!!!!

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 5:34 PM

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

haha. ytd wen to watch Fighter In The Wind. not bad. ha. got one chiobu. den somebody there meltin.. idiot. hahas. even saw a guy took out his camera to take pic of e chiobu. lol. GUYS. hahas. after tat walk to far east find dem.. suay seh. saw coach on e way there. wads worst is he saw me. lol. he sure tink i e day b4 nv go trnn cuz sick is fake. ha. but i was sick los. stil fever lehs. ha. den went walk walk.. pool. ha. adele evil. laugh at me. lol. e others playin pool den i was sittin at e seats n starin into space wen i heard adele laugh. tink she hit me or sth i cant rmbr but i look at her den she keep laughin. lol. idiot. kp askin her laughin at wad.. haha. den she say wad my feet v funny.lol. cuz the pool place got music den as i was starin into space my toes were wrigglin to e music. lol. i din noe lor. haha.habit le. lol. den she keep laughin i oso keep laughin den alan there keep askin her wad happen she juz laugh. lol. idiot. but ytd was fun. hahas. DUSTBIN! hahahs. lol. kiddin. keke. sian den ytd come home le cudnt slp. tink i slp at 11plus den woke up at 2. after tat cudnt slp. i tink til 5plus fel aslp. den idiot mum woke me up at 6. after tat cannot slp le. lol. muz b e coffee milk i drank. haha. den studied from 7.30 wor.. hahas. i so guai. lol. tata.

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 9:40 AM

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

hai todae sick. damn sianx. stil went to sch. den din go trnn. went home slp. fever. bleahs. keep goin toilet. haha. tink i went at least 10 times for todae le. lol. hmm slept for 4 hrs.. now lke no fever le.. but duno wil come back not later.. bleahs. now flu n headache.. hai gang kor. bleahs. i wan to b ok tml... i wan go watch movie healthily. haha. hai sian. i dun wan to hav flu.. bleahs. duno wad to say oso le.. tata.

[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 8:46 PM

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