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Thursday, December 09, 2004
+ 9th dec.. +
hmm so fast 9th le.. haven started studyin.. hais.. muz start liaos.. if not nex yr sure die.. den todae no trnn.. me stil goin orchard.. nv stay home study.. ha.. bought xmas prez ytd.. but haven buy finish.. hahas von told me fal buyin 4 me.. lol.. den die die dun wan tel me wad he buy.. cuz i duno wad to buy 4 him.. lol.. hmm.. tml shud b goin pri sch tchr de xmas party bax.. lookin 4ward to seein mingying n pei en.. but not lookin 4ward to bringin chicken wings there.. lol.. so ma fan.. haz..
hmm.. saw his blog.. hais make me feel so guilty.. but.. aiya.. hais duno la.. i once promised tat i wudnt stead after O levels.. cuz of derrick.. he affected my studies.. n i dun wan to get e same lousy grades agn for my Os.. which was y after i broke wit him.. i din wan to stead til after Os.. i even told von to stop me if i was tempted to stead nex yr.. hais.. so even if i do lke him.. wad can i do?.. i mean.. hais.. yes i'l b really tempted to b tgtr wit e guy i lke.. but i cant let my studies go downhill agn.. bcuz i cannot promise tat i'l b able to stead yet achieve good grades at e same time.. hais.. but after juz now went out wit him n von.. hais it was nice bein wit him.. weneva go out wit him.. standin nex to him.. i owaes feel v protected.. i dun hav to worie abt anytink at all.. i nv felt tis way at all wit my other exs.. but.. hais.. he said he loved his ex all equally.. i duno if tis is a gd or bad tink.. gd may be cuz he wil love totally.. but bad bcuz.. hais mayb im selfish but if i do stead wit him i want to b e one he love e most.. hais i duno.. i tink i wud hav rather he din love all equally.. hais i duno.. piggie.. if u decide to giv up after u read tis.. den im fine wit it.. cuz.. even rite now.. i duno wad my feelins r n i duno wad i can giv u.. i mean.. i tink i noe wad my feelins 4 u wil b eventually.. but im stil not tat sure.. hais i duno lar.. i guess e decision is up to u los...
if^he^really^gives^up^...^will^i^regret^it^?..
+` confused`+
[[KarMa.. taTs waD i BeLieVe iN]] 11:14 AM
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